33x by perunggu-playing
entah harus memulai darimana penulisan di blogspot ini setelah sekian abad sejak terakhir menulis disini..
tapi ini soal CONFUSING MY FUTURE
i just spent more than 1 hour for searching information about aupair and ausbildung in germany. actually i had willing to go to germany since i was in shs. at that time i also wrote that i wanna continue my study in germany and take architecture major :"D. dreaming is free. but actualize it is really hard. believe that yourself can make it is the most difficult things. how silly i am to dream about that and noting action to make it happen. i remember clearly when my friends read my dream in my notesbook, they act like "whoaa", girls??it still be my dream. how can you guys act as you guys think that im cool?
back then to germany. i've strong admire to germany's architectual buildings.
i just graduated from uni, took psychology.. and.. i dont know what to do rn fr. even applying for jobs doesnt seems interesting for me. can i have a job that relate to my major? can i? and if i can get the job which is related to my major, then, can i enjoying my job? being corporate employee x-x
i think for taking this decision, go to germany and taking aupair program is the best decision that i'll never regret. why? because im still young and dumb, hehe.
alexandra by hindia-playing
~jalanmu berat, seumur hidup.
semoga ada, bara yang tersisa~
btw sorry for my broken english writing skills, i love myself so im gonna improve soon. xoxo
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