HAST

 It’s been two weeks since you said you still stand by your words —that you won’t let love take part in your tough life. I know. But it still hurts, knowing you never saw me as a woman. That I never even crossed your mind. That I was never worth a place in your life.Damn, how foolish of me —to keep hoping I meant something to you, when I’ve always told myself how worthless I am.

Still, seeing the way you handled my confession — it made me wonder whether I’m truly that foolish, or maybe it’s just because I still admire that part of you. The part that’s so aware of the life you’re living, the way you take charge and stay consistent with your choices. That’s the part I’ve been missing in myself.
I should really learn from you.

I hope you’ll get the job you truly want, Hast.